Little something I never knew..

To,
   Someone who is dearer than 'Dearest'

I never believed in Magic. Now I do.
I never saw the beauty in poetry. Now I do.
I never knew for sure if souls connected. Now I do.
I never knew I could step out of the walls I built around myself. Now I do.
I never knew I could let time go by, waiting and not regret it. Now I do.
I never knew what it was to be fully alive. Now I do.
I never knew I could write this to you. Now I do.

I never knew it would be you. Now I do.

It is You.

Love Always,

A Memoir

It was 5.30 am...a Sunday morning...one of the most eventful and memorable mornings of my life...OUR life. Mumbai was asleep...but we were awake. Two of my friends (the ones in the photograph) and myself were speeding down the express highway towards town. Destination Churchgate. We were out that early morning to shoot for Bachpan...our music video. I had planned to shoot at some of the locations in South Mumbai...my alma mater. We shot at Marine Drive, The Oval , Afghan Church and..........The TAJ and GATEWAY OF INDIA! This photograph has been taken from the scene that I shot at TAJ...and we did shoot some of the finest scenes there.

3 months later the very spot that you see in this picture became a graveyard of many innocent souls.

I have spent five years of my life in Churchgate. I still remember how I used to feel every morning when I got off at Churhgate station...that walk from the station to my college...that sea breeze... it was a liberating feeling.

I have spent hours at the marine drive staring at the sea. I have introspected as though there was a close friend right beside me.I have written pages and pages of thoughts and reflections sitting there...I have experienced some of the most peaceful moments of my life there...PEACEFUL...

That word seems so ironical today especially while talking about the marine drive...

When the Sons of Satan were fulfilling their purpose of life at these places...I could do nothing but watch helplessly. A part of me was being killed again and again. They say that Mumbai will bounce back in a few days...but there are a few like me who share a special bonding with that place...and we know that it will never be the same again.